[3 parts]
"Dear Veterans," a Q&A
http://www.opednews.com/populum/diarypage.php?did=15909
by mikel weisser
February 26, 2010
An associate of mine recently asked me to distribute a survey for him
about Veterans. Having served in the military and believing that
joining the armed forces is a way that some people express their love
of country, I agreed to do it, even though i myself have been a
pacifist and strongly anti-military since leaving the Navy in 1981.
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An associate of mine recently asked me to distribute a survey for him
about Veterans. Having served in the military and believing that
joining the armed forces is a way that some people express their love
of country, I agreed to do it, even though i myself have been a
pacifist and strongly anti-military since leaving the Navy in 1981.
However, i did not realize how strong these feelings were until i
decided to take the survey myself. And at the risk of further PO-ing
even more gun-toters in Kingman. I want to share my answers with you.
First full disclosure: Like so many other people, i joined the
military in a time when i was young and in crisis: in spring of 1981
my apartment burned down while i was listlessly failing my way out of
college. You know the story, that "small town kid now homeless in
bigger city, lost everything he has" kind of thing, including my
glasses. Who do you turn to? You can get friends to feed you and
house you, even give you clothes. But when you look to glasses, that
generally requires self sufficiency or family support. So i went to
my Uncle Sam.
I actually walked into my local armed forces recruitment station
barefoot. Lost those too. First they laughed, then they had me take
an ASVAB and then they offered me advanced placement in the Navy as a
boiler tech. Idiot, that i was, i took it. I had done well in boot
camp--2 letters of commendation--and then, a couple of months into
service school when facing some emotional trouble conveyed through
letters and phone calls with my later-to-be wife back home, i was
sent to a counselor who sent me on a weekend retreat.
The program was called CREDO. I don't know what they had in mind.
What we got was a series of intense marathon group therapy sessions
that climaxed in a "Come to Jesus" sort of thing. The counseler was a
PTSD ridden Vietnam vet hero chaplain, Ray Stubbe (he later wrote a
book his time in Vietnam). I don't know what his intentions were
either, but over the course of the weekend, without actually
suggesting in anyway he himself felt that way, he convinced that the
whole enterprise of the military was a sham and an abomination of
ideals i held important and i was signing on to destroy my soul for
worthless propaganda for war profiteers and make misery around the
world in a lie of freedom. Not that he discussed the military in this
fashion. LCDR Ray Stubbe, was indeed a decorated Viet vet and among
other things is the founder of the Khe Sahn Veterans Inc., whom you
can find online. He is, after almost 30 years, still a hero to me.
And so when i found he was still alive, i stopped and posted this
letter his website to apologize before continuing this column:
"Ray Stubbe was my chaplain in 1981 at GLNTC and a counselor at a
CREDO retreat i took while stationed there. While at the retreat,
through no intention of his own, though after extensive counseling
with LCDR Stubbe, i decided i opposed the military and became a
pacifist, leading to my subsequent honorable discharge in Aug. 1981,
and a lifetime spent promoting peace and social justice causes. I am
now a school teacher and author/artist. I am also still an activist,
the liberal kind, have a blog and publish my political writing
elsewhere as well. I am writing about my personal choice of pacifism
in my liberal political commentary column in the Kingman Daily Miner
in Kingman, AZ, a seriously rightwing city. I will be mentioning Ray
Stubbe, whom i hold in great esteem, though my anti-war,
anti-military sentiment has only increased through the years. I am
writing to thank Chaplain Stubbe for the choice he helped me make,
let him know about the article, and note that i still cherish the
fatigue jacket he once gave me and to this day display it to guests.
Thanks again, sir. "
All that said and done, here my answers to the survey. What are yours?
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How have veterans helped to make sure that you continue to have
American rights and freedoms?
Excepting the military in WWII, the American military has not helped
protect or ensure my American rights or freedoms. In fact, they've
endangered and degraded them through the violence promoting attitudes
they insist pervade our country and the horrendous violence my
country has wreaked on mankind. Over the course of American history,
there have only been an extremely limited number of engagements where
the US armed forces were instructed to work towards a purpose related
to protecting or securing the rights or the soil of America. Other
than that, the US military has been used as the brute force behind
American business interests--terrorizing the rest of the planet while
impoverishing Americans. Aside from WWII, name me another war,
including the decidedly uncivil one, that wasn't about inflicting our
government's will upon another people at a cost of extreme misery and
devastation and valuing plutocrats' interests over the lives of the public.
And here is the sad, sad part: Though in our past, Vietnam for
example, citizens were once enslaved to do the killing the
politicians call for, the draft ended in 1975. Everyone since then
who have chosen the military have chosen to be wanton killers, or
felt willing to be part of an apparatus whose ultimate purpose is
violence and oppression. Everyone, including the stupid homeless kids
like me, knows that beyond the rhetoric about pride, nationalism,
liberty and freedom, potential murder is part of the package you
agree to perform.
I am, today, so ashamed of what i was willing to do back then.
I am also scared because i was not alone. Because to this day that
means we have a couple of million folks in this country and abroad
who actually support the idea that the murder and destruction of
strangers and their strange lands is just another day at work.
Further we have extra millions of parasite-type vampires walking our
streets who work in industries that profit from this calculated
carnage. And then there's the tens of millions who think the whole
thing is a jolly fine venture and we should wave flags about it ...
as long as somebody else dodges the bullets and slits the throats and
has to sleep in the mud to do it and as long as they don't have to
watch too much of it on TV.
But the saddest and often the most pathetic is what happens to the
veterans, who like myself once allowed professional hucksters to con
them into deluding themselves that patriotism erases the stains of
murder. See war kills all comers, both those who die and those who
survive to have to remember it, to spend the rest of their lives
marching its step.
While there are former military who renounce their bloody deeds and
their willingness to support such values, the people who proclaim
their parts in the American infernal enterprise and then expect we
should celebrate them as "veterans" are not doing my country any good
at all, including those who expect that their former masochism and
sadism should earn them our adulation.
What do you think our country would be like if we didn't have people
who served in the military?
We would have fewer wife-beaters, fewer alcoholics, and fewer
homeless guys; but most important we'd have fewer red-white-&-blue
fashion faux pas on the 4th. No wonder veterans wives' outfits get so
outrageous. They have to get gaudy to drown out doubts. And we have
to be ridiculously hyperbolic in our patriotism to hide our crimes
from ourselves. But as the late great Howard Zinn once wrote, "No
flag is big enough to hide the killing of innocent people."
A country where men did not abandon their families to go destroy the
families of others? We would have fewer traumatized families trying
to figure out how to adjust to the man who came home who wasn't the
guy that went away. We would have fewer prosthetic limbs. We would
have a government that did not act like it had the force to bully its
way around the world because there would be fewer bullies around to
back it up.
Again to give all credit due to the repenters, but with fewer
veterans we would have fewer arrogant people acting like violence is
an acceptable answer, and fewer insisting that they fought for your
freedom, but if you hadn't joined the oppression apparatus yourself
then your opinion doesn't matter next to a person who went and killed
someone somewhere. Or as often happens with former military and even
for numerous combat vets, if a person once supported the military and
had developed a conscious then they too have no right to an opinion
next to someone who went somewhere and killed someone and still
insists on being proud of it.
End Part One
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Dear Veterans part two: The Veritable Parable
http://www.opednews.com/populum/diarypage.php?did=15910
by mikel weisser
February 26, 2010
Judging by the array of responses to part one of this column, I admit
I was a bit reluctant to get to part two. Which, of course, means
that the terrorists won.
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Judging by the array of responses to part one of this column, I admit
I was a bit reluctant to get to part two. Which, of course, means
that the terrorists won. It always amazes me when people who take so
much hubris in being American, act in such decidedly un-American ways
while claiming to defend the country. Any country weak enough to be
threatened by my petty keyboard clattering couldn't have been that
strong in the first place. After all, the concept of free speech is a
meaningless slogan if it only extends to agreeable speech. Those who
claim they fought for our right to free speech and then threaten and
harass those they disagree with are themselves enemies of the very
rights they claim to care so much about.
All that said, let me tell you a story before I really get around to
pissing you off.
Once upon a time there was a loyal citizen who was attacked and
robbed and left by the side of the road for dead. A priest passed by,
ignoring the wounded man and even moved to the opposite side of the
street to avoid contact. Next a proudly religious man came by and
hurried off, leaving his wounded fellow citizen in the dirt. Then a
hated, supposed enemy of the state came upon the wounded citizen and
helped him up. He treated the wounds as best he could and gave the
man a ride to a place he would be safe while he healed.
I know that many of you are unfamiliar with this story since it is a
parable of Jesus telling us how Christians should care for each
other. How do I know that you are unfamiliar with the way Christians
are supposed to act, my fellow Kingmanites? Well, because it is also
the story of the homeless Gulf War veteran I picked up alongside the
road yesterday after he had collapsed while hitchhiking to his
hometown of Kingman. He was my age, 51, Kingman High School class of
'77. The bone thin sun browned grizzle bearded former war hero had
been on the road for 3 days trying to get from Nellis to his camp
under a bridge off highway 93 before heading on to the VA office in
Prescott to continue struggling in his losing battle with government
red tape while trying to get treatment in his continuing losing
battle with Gulf War Syndrome. Hundreds, perhaps thousands of cars
had passed the man, who was so worn down by the time I saw him, he
couldn't even sit up properly and was simply leaning against his GI
issue duffel bag, less than a mile from the bridge out of Laughlin.
ACL, TBI, COPD, PTSD, the man's medical history was a veritable
alphabet of misery. It all started downhill that day in 1991 when his
commander, while wearing his own gasmask, told the men it was safe
for them to take off theirs and they needed to "clean up the shell
casings Saddam's boys left lying around." That commander is now dead
and so are most of the men from that group, or are like him, fast
headed that way.
"One of every four homeless guys you see on the road is a vet, you
know?" he explained. "But they don't want to talk about that. The way
the VA tries to deny and deny and deny you till you give up. What all
we did, they should be helping us, instead of using our own laws as
an excuse to not have to. At Nellis I waited in line 7 hours to get
seen. When the doctor finally looked at me he said, 'Boy, I can't
help you. You got to go to the VA for that down in Prescott.' I said,
'How am I gonna get there?' He said, 'How did you get here?' I told
him 'I walked.' And he laughed at me, laughed at me and said, 'Well,
boy, you better got going.' Half my age and calls me boy. Doesn't
even know what I've been througha nd calls me boy. Look at these
spots," he said and pulled back his sleeve to reveal a baked brown
arm covered with pinhead sized white dots. "There's thousands of
them, all over. Been driving me crazy for like 20 years; but you
can't get help on this. They say it's chemical related, related to
the chemicals we got into over there. They say that now; but for the
first ten years they kept telling folks nothing ever happened."
The black ball cap plainly said US Army, the duffle bag was that
unmistakable olive drab; but that hadn't made much difference .
"Folks don't trust each other anymore, don't help each other. I put
that on the media. Media's America's biggest enemy these days, sets
everyone after each other's jaw. All the time. It's the anger that
sells. Besides, " he stroked his cheek, "they see this suntan and
this lack of shave and a lot of them they figure I'm not their kind.
If it wasn't for faith in the Lord, I don't know how I'd keep going.
It's not like the government's going to help you. It's like anymore
the government tries to make matters worse, not better for the
average man, unless you're rich I guess, then that's not average.
Recession hell, the rich are still doing just fine. Used to be
government tried to do stuff for the people, but now it's just who
gets the next tax cut."
He explained he kept up with the news on his walkman. "I listen to a
bunch of talk radio; but they don't know what they're talking about.
They're always running down Obama, like the mess we are is was his
fault. They never give the man a chance. The man came into a bees'
nest that Bush left it in. You know they don't talk about any of the
trouble that man made, just try to turn us all against Obama, to keep
him from doing anything. You know that Bush he cut Vet benefits. Sure
did; but nobody talks about that. They just wave that flag at you and
tell you how much they need you, then leave you on the side of the road."
He said more, but you get the point. Just as so many of you noted, it
is easy for me to type words against vets, when I had not faced their
fight; it is also easy you to claim you care about veterans, as you
blithely drive by and leave your fellow soldier in the desert to die.
Part Three Next Week.
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Dear Vets, part three: You Think I Got a Complex?
http://www.opednews.com/populum/diarypage.php?did=15911
by mikel weisser
February 26, 2010
I swear i am not making this up, but today, again just prior to
tonight's writing, i had another encounter with another vet.
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I swear i am not making this up, but today, again just prior to
tonight's writing, i had another encounter with another vet. However
this week's encounter with a vet just prior to writing was not nearly
as cinematic as the previous one, but was as equally intense in the
opposite way to the point of seeming a hyperbolically invented
stereotype. I stopped to get gas following a performance heading home
when a truck pulled in with more veteran related signage that most
4th of July parades. Just roared up big and heavy. Among other things
it had that well-worn line about demanding that "If I love my
freedoms" then "i should thank a vet."
And i wanted to say, "why?"
But in all honesty i wondered if i asked if he would want to shoot
me. I mean he was a vet, trained to kill. That is the point of being
a soldier right? Being the kind of person who would kill you if you
piss them off. Many Americans actually think that projecting that
kind of image is a strength, and most of those folks are vets, and
that by itself is a problem in a society that claims to want peace.
When your average citizen wants war with his next average citizen
over issues of taste how civil can that society be? I wanted to ask
him why he expected i should thank him for fighting some recent war
whose only clear purpose was to squander America's resources or her
global good will.
I had been thinking about that question for a couple of weeks now
since i first received the survey. As i had expected when my
colleague initially asked me to help distribute his survey, the
actual point was to get people think about and discuss how much they
appreciate veterans. Since writing part one of this column, i have
had many opportunities to reconsider my initial statements and try as
i might (and i have tried) there are a couple of basic points i can't
get past when it comes to changing my mind.
First, war is murder. It's arson, it's assault multiplied
exponentially, it's vandalism on a massive scale and as somebody once
said, it's "a theft" from the American people. That person by the way
was a Republican president, Dwight David Eisenhower, who later in
1961 as he was leaving office warned the American people that after
two world wars and fifteen years of the "Cold War," the power elite
of this country were coming to dominate our government and were
addicting us to a war economy.
But in 1953, at the beginning of his administration he first framed
the essence of his anti-war message with this famous quote from one
of the most beloved Republican presidents in his time and,
significantly, a soldier/vet: "Every gun that is made, every warship
launched, every rocket fired signifies in the final sense, a theft
from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not
clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is
spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the
hopes of its children. This is not a way of life at all in any true
sense. Under the clouds of war, it is humanity hanging on a cross of
iron." ("The Chance for Peace." April 16, 1953.)
As he prepared to leave office Eisenhower struck the same chords in
his farewell speech warning that our country's drift to a
militarization of our government and our attitudes will have "grave
implications. Our toil, resources, and livelihood are all involved.
So is the very structure of our society. In the councils of
government, we must guard against the acquisition of unwarranted
influence, whether sought or unsought, by the military-industrial
complex. The potential for the disastrous rise of misplaced power
exists and will persist. We must never let the weight of this
combination endanger our liberties or democratic processes. We should
take nothing for granted. Only an alert and knowledgeable citizenry
can compel the proper meshing of the huge industrial and military
machinery of defense with our peaceful methods and goals, so that
security and liberty may prosper together." ("Farewell Address," Jan.
17, 1961).
And as Eisenhower predicted, fifty years later our country is
addicted to war and the violence and brutality it creates. And that
is something vets have created. And for these things i do not thank you.
Vietnam, Iraq I or II, Grenada, Panama? Where is the good being done?
An invading American force is like a Haitian earthquake, except it
doesn't expect to be greeted with flowers. Chile? El Salvador?
Guatemala? Nicaragua, Bolivia, Honduras? Why don't they love us for
our freedom?
Could it be that every one of these wars on every one of these
countries has since been revealed as boondoggles and shams, a
disgrace upon our country and a damage to the planet. What exactly is
it the rest of us are thanking you veterans for? But instead of
trying to ask, i pumped my gas trying to keep a silence.
I lost count in the stickers, master sergeant insignia, Army crest
with gold, American Legion embossed, more proclamations of the
"veteran" and "army. It was the most insecure display i ever have
seen and thought what an over-the-top Looney i must look like with
all my peace signs, Jail Bush/anti-GOP assortment, and quotes from
liberals like Gandhi and Zinn. I mean if i'm overcompensating then he
is too, right?
But before we both finished guzzling our gas, the question spurted
out of me, "So what war were you in?"
And he says, "Vietnam."
There's nothing more to say. We already know the truth: There was,
and still is, little to be thankful for from that war: It was sold on
a lie, based on a loyalty to a 20th Century colonial French
oppressor, then to a country whose government wasn't worth propping
up. Then to a cabal of corruption on both sides of the globe. Our
politicians destroyed any chance our soldiers might have had for
winning. Even though they were wasting our time and our money, and
most of all our children.
And our society didn't care as long as we had our diet Coke we'd
teach the world to sing. Meanwhile, our supposed "Great Society" was
snorted up the barrel of a gun like the war addiction it was. And
still our generals and spiritual leaders wouldn't bring the lives
they were squandering home. Even when the press turned against it,
like any honest person would they still wouldn't bring them home. So
sons and brothers and cousins and fathers were destroyed. Their
enemies were capable of mind-altering evil and our nation's brave
children turned to monsters themselves, whom the hippies sometimes
rightly called baby-killers. But those beautiful hippies turned out
to be druggies and wastoids. They ruined our fashions, trampled our
morals and trashed their own dreams. And then everything got ugly and
by the time that war was done, our black and white and young and old
will never forgive each other again. And we're all still trying to
even the score and that all gets so tiring.
And, thanks to the Gulf of Tonkin, besides the catalog of the damage
we did, the whole world knows of the deception that created the
carnage, just like some "weapon of mass destruction" to the
reputation of America. We all know the sad sorry truth. But no one
explains why our government neither apologizes or changes its ways.
And why the rest of America is supposed to be thankful for that kind
of behavior or how it equates to freedom.
And so the question followed me home to where my copy of the original
survey that started the experience more than a month ago was still
waiting for me to type it or go on. " If i love my freedoms then i
should thank a vet. And i want to ask, "why?"
Lord knows there is continuing awful news every day. Like the two
minute hate of Orwell's '84 the daily news is designed to anger.
Murdock and Fox proved long ago that anger sells which is why there
are so many screaming jerks in Primetime on a supposed news show. The
only way a liberal like me can even deal with is to laugh and work on
our little "for the common good" projects and pray America's not
become Rwanda 1994. The right wing shift some of us predicted when
Obama took office has indeed launched into violence mode with piñatas
of Pelosi at CPAC. And i detest Pelosi too, the sell out, the shill,
just like Gingrich, packaging a different set of talking points while
still being a mouthpiece for the forces that endanger everybody's
health and well being and the essence of America. Yeah, i find plenty
of Democrats out there who suck and compromise away our country in
ways that don't truly advance either the right or the left's ideology
and yet those and the ideas that win again and again.
And that's just one problem: Wall Street now giving themselves
billions as their reward for stealing trillions from us, global
warming deniers and all sorts of other rightwing paranoia propaganda
being passed off as legitimate as the rest of the world, the angry
rest of the world sours on Obama the way we have. Lords knows there
plenty to write about.
But now having opened that can of worms with the veterans and i need
to finish it.
Part Four next week.
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